My life story [Max]

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My life story [Max]; utter darkness
Topic Started: Jun 26 2008, 10:46 AM (114 Views)
Allen	Jun 26 2008, 10:46 AM Post #1
Wrath's Sin of Devience Posts: 1,134 Group: Retired Staff Member #27 Joined: November 22, 2007 Gender Male Favorite Genre Rock Age 15	Ok I'm about to come out the closet. Well here's my story. As a kid I had a wonderful life well atleast for the first eight or so years. Thats when my parents started to find out stuff about each other. My dad was cheating on my mom, from what my mom had said. So she cheated on him with his best friend. My dad had got a call, and heard what was going on with them. So when my mom got back home, my dad choked her. In front of me, when I was 9, and in front of my 4 year old sister. Later on they split up. Me and my sis lived with my mom, while our dad left us. Then a little later, my mom gets a boyfriend named Arturo. He was nice at first, but as we knew him longer, he became more aggressive. In a short time, I hated him with every fiber of my being. We got to see my dad on the weekends, but then I started to stop going over to see him. Then in court, my mom told me that my dad said he wasn't my dad. I was shocked. So they wanted to do a dna test. I thought that he was just lying, I could understand. But when the test came back, it said he wasn't my father.... All I thought was" I must of did it wrong". All I wanted to do was have a re-do, but it didn't happen. So as I lived on, with my family trying their best to try and cheer me up, when all I wanted was to be alone. My grandma came to me. I loved her alot. One day, she tried to help me too, but then she said something I'd never expect. She said she knew who was my real dad..... Shocked as hell, I wondered who he was, but my grandma wouldn't tell me. So as I wondered, I tried to keep my pain and suffering behind a smile. So then one day I go to see my cousins, and I spend the night. Then my mom comes saying that I can never see my cousins again. I was mad, but I knew it blow over, but then we went to my dad's to pick my sister up. As they went to go get her, they tried to get my father to talk to me. All he said was" I'm sorry, but I'm not your father, so you having my name is a problem. When ever you want to talk, call me." I was extremely mad! at a time like this, he would try to put me down even further. But before this, my life wasn't all bad, for a short period of time. I had a girlfriend who was wonderful! She was the only light in my world of darkness. Before I met her, I just thought that god wanted nothing but darkness for me. Then when her old bf dumped her (stupidest thing ever) I went out with her. I thought that my life could be complete now, but then after two years of love, she broke up with me.... My heart crumbled as I heard the words... So now where at this point. Now in my life, I don't really let anyone in, I separate myself from everyone. And when ever I think of love, my heart reminds me by aching. As I continue to hide my feelings behind my smile, I learn that my life is nothing but utter darkness. All I ever think of now is death. How I'll die.... When I'll die.... and if I'll finally be satisfied.... This is my life, and this is how my light was stolen by god and turned into utter DARKNESS. I just thought that you guys should know who "Enks" is. Edited by Allen, Jun 26 2008, 10:46 AM.



Keibell	Jun 27 2008, 10:17 PM Post #2
Moe Moe Kyun! Posts: 6,164 Group: Owner Member #1 Joined: October 25, 2007 Gender Male Favorite Anime 5 CM Per Second, School Days, Samurai X, Shuffle!, Sola, Kanon, Clannad, Umisho, Asu no Yoichi! Favorite Genre Romantic Comedy Anime Currently Watching Toradora!, Clannad ~After Story~, To Love-Ru, Shakugan no Shana, Rideback, Asu no Yoichi!, Akikan!.. Manga Currently Reading Naruto Shippuuden, Chibi Vampire Age 16	Wow. This gave me so much more insight about you. Thanks for sharing. At least you were able to find a small shining light. IT's just like what I say, "Living a small shining moment is better than living a long, dull, boring life." Something along those lines. Just know, I'm always here to listen if you ever get into a bad jam.



BHM	Aug 2 2008, 09:26 PM Post #3
Silver Eagle Posts: 367 Group: Adamant Member Member #44 Joined: December 13, 2007	well we all got crappy parts of our lives, but telling strangers on the internet is just proving you're giving up



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