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| Tweet Topic Started: Jan 27 2005, 08:27 AM (695 Views) | |
| >|LOA|<Raziel | Jan 27 2005, 08:27 AM Post #1 |
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I just wanted to apologize to everyone for me not being online much this past week, and when I am on, I'm not doing much. There is a lot of shit going on with me now and my head and heart are tearing me apart. Just to keep all of my friends here in the 'loop', I'm recommending to my wife that we go see a marriage counsellor as there are things going on for the past few years that I didn't think were a big deal in the grand scheme of things... but as it turns out - it is. I don't know what will happen, but I will embrace it and accept it (whatever it is) when it comes. When I think of this clan, and ever member in it - I smile becaues I feel like this is an extension of my family... Nova, Rose, OneRing, MJay, Gaia, Trauma, Demon, Havok, Vandal. I apologize if I offend anyone by not including them, but we have so many damn members I'd be here until I'm 50 writing them all out!!! lmao! (which isn't too far off, you know...!) I say this because as a member and a recruiter I have a responsibility to this clan and to all of you to be more active and it's honestly going to be tough for a while. If council wants to remove my {R} rank and give it to someone more active or deserving right now - I will do whatever to better the clan... Right now I don't feel very fine, but I know in time - I will. I want to thank each and every one of you for touching me in ways I never thought a geeky Star Wars game could :lol: (don't touch me with that lightsaber; I don't know where it's been!) hahahahaha. I will try to be on when I can, but if I'm not that active, please accept my sincerest apologies my friends............... Jeff "Raziel" Olsen |
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| >|LOA|<Swift | Jan 27 2005, 10:21 AM Post #2 |
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its ok bro...u do what u have to in your life it is way more impotant tahn a video game...take some timeoff...i really hope everything goes well with u and your wife. remember if things get too hectic...do what i do....take it out on your DRUMS!! anyway have a good one raz and best of luck to u in life and your future events to come...
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| >|LOA|<Havok | Jan 27 2005, 11:14 AM Post #3 |
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What he said ^ man. Hope things work out for ya. |
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| >|LOA|<DeLiRiUm | Jan 27 2005, 12:27 PM Post #4 |
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Totally ditto dude. i do feel offended that you didn't include me though... I THOUGHT WE HAD SOMETHING SPECIAL! :lol: |
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| >|LOA|<Gaia | Jan 27 2005, 02:31 PM Post #5 |
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Sup Raz... i definitly did not knew that you were having problems with your wife, im terrible sorry to read that, but ill be here as the rest of the clan supporting you... I think, that you are a great guy, so i know that you will pass that problem with your wife, think of it as a test, that's all.... contact me at msn, when you see me so we can chat more about it. Take care Buddy
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| >|LOA|<Trauma | Jan 27 2005, 02:52 PM Post #6 |
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Take all the time you need bro, your family comes first and dont worry man, im sure everything will be fine, remember that every problem can be solved by talking. As you´ve said you have friends on this clan, so if you ever need someone to talk to just drop us a line via msn. Best of luck bro |
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| >|LOA|<Vandal | Jan 27 2005, 04:38 PM Post #7 |
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hey raz, i'm also very sorry to hear that you and your wife are going through a tough time.just like the rest of these guys said if you want to talk i'm also there for you. i've been pretty inactive lately but on monday i'm back..you have been a great addition to this clan and just like swift and the others said it's a game we play for fun..real life always comes first man.no matter what happens you will always have friends here.best of luck with everything bro and were all here for ya. |
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| >|LOA|<OneRing | Jan 27 2005, 05:58 PM Post #8 |
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Wow Raz. I'm VERY sorry to hear that you are having issues. But, luckily for you, perhaps you caught them in time, and seeing a marriage counsellor will help you guys talk about and work out any issues you may be having on your journey of life. I wish you the best, and if you need an ear, I am certainly willing to provide one. Being on my way to divorce, bro, I have some interesting insight, that is all fresh on the mind. You, I think, will not come that that, though. Keep the positive mental attitude, cause everything we do, accomplish, affect, and more is determined by just that: positive mental attitude. Your Friend, Adam (OneRing) Presley |
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| Nova | Jan 27 2005, 08:30 PM Post #9 |
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Hey bro, I'm really sorry to hear about that man. We all know that life has a way of throwing you a freakin' bone that you dont know how to deal with. I haven't really got to know you too well yet, but I can tell that you can get through this. You seem like a strong guy, and I'm sure that you'll be fine in time. As the rest of the guys have said; you have our support man. My MSN is always on if you need anyone to talk too. Goodluck man, and I hope things work out for you! |
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| >|LOA|<MJay | Jan 27 2005, 11:37 PM Post #10 |
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Raz, I am also sorry to hear about your problems. It sucks when things like this happen, but I know that things will work out for the best. You are a great guy and if you ever need to talk just let me know. You know I owe you one since ya looked out for me last weekend with all the shit that happened to me. Thanks for that, and I will gladly help you out in any way, even if its just listening to ya (or well, watching you type, lol). Once again Im sorry, and I'll be thinking about you!!Take care Tiger- MJ |
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| >|LOA|<Rose | Jan 29 2005, 12:12 AM Post #11 |
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Razzy baby I love you ...You know that....You're one of my closest internet friends. You know you can call me anytime. cheer up fuck |
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| >|LOA|<Vamp | Jan 29 2005, 12:45 PM Post #12 |
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Raz sorry to hear about your troubles. I hope that the counseling helps. A lot of the patients that I deal with think what helps the most is being able to just "talk it out" and having a moderator there could really help. If you need anything just let any of us know, we're all family here and are happy to help out our own. Good Luck. Oh, and BTW in the words of the great George Carlin, "If you love something set it free..............If it comes back set it on FIRE!" Don't loose your sense of humor bro, in the end it's all that some of us have left. |
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| >|LOA|<DeLiRiUm | Jan 29 2005, 03:37 PM Post #13 |
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dude... i bet if i posted something like this I wouldn't get such an awesome response. <_< <_< :lol: :lol: |
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| >|LOA|<Raziel | Jan 29 2005, 04:39 PM Post #14 |
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Wow... I just want to thank all of you during this time. I've come here a lot this past week and the family/friends I have found here have really given me strength. For that I will never forget any of you, you will be with me always. I spoke with my parents and they helped put things in a proper light and I realize that I am not happy in my marriage - and that I don't think in the regard of intimacy both of us ever were. I mentioned this to my wife on Thursday and she said, quite matter-of-factly I might add, that she didn't think we had a spark at our first meeting; we just had a VERY STRONG feeling of comfort, of home, of safeness - if that makes any sense to anyone here; and that's what we based our realationship on - not passion. I realize that when I look at Karen I see my best friend - not my lover. I can't continue in a marriage like that. If it turns out it's something that can be fixed, I'm all for it. If not - I'm all for that too. I don't want to be in a passionate/loveless marriage and Karen doesn't deserve it either. I have a feeling she feels the same way, but not as strongly. She thinks we can 'learn' to create that spark. But in my heart and my head, I know that kind of 'heart flutter' cannot be created - it either is or it isn't, and I feel that it isn't. Deep down I feel she feels the same way... We just don't have that "passionate spark" for eachother, no matter how much we may want it. I just want to say thank you for what all of you have done so far and for what all my friends here will do for me in the future.... I feel like I owe all of you my life. If it wasn't for all of you, I wouldn't have had the strength and support (or quite frankly, the balls!) to go through this. I thank all of you from the bottom of my heart to the top of my saber (easy Gaia, not that kind of saber you pervert!) Again, thank you and God bless. P.S. Sorry for my posts being of the "pansy" variety lately (lmao!). Soon enough we'll all have the jokester Raz back.....
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| >|LOA|<Rose | Jan 29 2005, 10:46 PM Post #15 |
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Dealing with real life issues is not being a pansy.......It's just the way life is. Dont ever say that again! I love you |
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Thanks for that, and I will gladly help you out in any way, even if its just listening to ya (or well, watching you type, lol). Once again Im sorry, and I'll be thinking about you!!
cheer up fuck

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