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4 Scores & A Few Days Ago [part 17]; The Sex Symbols
Topic Started: Jul 21 2008, 02:27 AM (246 Views)
Chris
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I awoke later on in the day than I had planned. It was alright though. I was lucky enough to fall asleep in Kristi’s arms. There wasn’t anything else going on last night. We stayed up after she ate. We talked till close to 3am about life, love and happiness.

I happened to mention to her that I was still fully in love with her. I told her how I wasn’t dating anyone and that I hadn’t really since the day I left her house, well our house. She told me she had a few blind dates but they weren’t anything major. I don’t know what it is, is it a physical attraction there or we’re one of those couples that are destine to be friends better than lovers?

I wanted to think about what I was going to say to Sean today, but the only thing that crossed my mind was Kristi and Victoria. My ex-fiancée and my daughter, is there anything better than having that kind of love in your life?

I have to stop. I have to, but it just doesn’t feel right. I need to clear my mind. I need to think about what I’ll say to Sean, this is something major. It’s a matter of the heart. It’s bigger than he or I; it’s about our friendship and out families too.

His situation needs to be handled with care. It really does deserve more thought than I’ve given it, but I have reasoning behind it. He’ll understand what I mean, I think…I hope. I know that it’s more of his life factor that makes me not want to think about it, but I need to and I need to now.

I rose from the bed and I slipped on my blue jeans. I had to adjust my morning wood before I zipped up my pants. I sat back down on the corner of the bed, I pulled up my socks, and laced up my Nike’s and decided to walk downstairs.

I glided down the stairs smoothly so I didn’t disturb anyone else in the house. As I hopped off the bottom stair I was met with a wonderful smell coming from the kitchen. At first I thought someone had lit a scented candle but to my surprise Vicki was actually cooking.

Strange, yes I know. Honestly it’s odd how people react to things differently. See I hold it all inside until one day when I can’t do that anymore and I just have a breakdown and have a little cry. Not Vicki though. She’s the kind of person who has to be busy she has to make things up to do. She’ll cook or clean the day away. She hates this time, thinking about these things only make her ulcers comeback. She really doesn’t need this now, none of us do.

I told her I was heading home and that I needed to talk to Sean about a few things, but I’d be back later on in the day. She said alright, but wouldn’t let me leave until I ate some of her blueberry pancakes that she made from scratch. I wasn’t really hungry, but I still ate. It was a good feeling for her thinking that she did something for me that I didn’t have to do later on in the day, I think.

I was out the door and into my car after I ate two servings of pancakes. They were good, but I don’t need all those carbohydrates. I knew from what I had just eaten I was either going to be drinking Pepto-Bismol or I was going to be crunching Tums all day. I could already feel the rumbling and grumbling in my stomach.

I arrived at the apartment, but I didn’t really want to go inside. I only wanted to turn my back to this situation, but I owed it to myself and to Sean to stay. I climbed the stairs hoping that one of them would crumble under my feet. By the time I got to the second floor and no more stairs I prayed for an earthquake, no such luck.

I gingerly slipped the key into the door knob and unlocked it, and then I unlocked the deadbolt. With any luck he’ll have that chain on the door I thought to myself. I turned the door knob and pushed on the door. It opened right up. Talk about being mad, I was furious, but this is such an ongoing thing that I’d like to finally get it over with. Maybe this won’t be as bad as I’ve imagined it, yeah right; I already know it’s going to be horrid.

I pushed the door open; I stepped in the living room and shut the door. I headed to my room since that’s the safest place I felt. It wasn’t that I was scared of Sean or anything like that, it’s just that’s where I could do a little more thinking before I had this talk with him.

I passed through the living room and pushed open my bedroom door. The place was a pigsty. It looked like I hadn’t cleaned it in a few months. I honestly don’t remember leaving it in this kind of shape, but I must have. Plus my memory isn’t all that great right now anyway. I decided to clean a little in my room before talking to Sean. I thought it would give me a better outlook on what I thought about things and him with those things.

I’m still at the point where I can’t understand the whole I don’t know what I am. It’s honestly a simple decision. Look at that stupid MTV show “A Shot at Love with Tila Tequila’. In the end she chose that dude and dumped the chick that looked like a dude, so she wanted to be with a dude, it’s that simple. She was going to have a dude either way. That Dani chick was so butch; I still can’t believe she was a fireman or firewoman, whatever. She was honestly more man than half the dudes there.

After cleaning a little I looked around my room and tried to build up enough nerve to actually attempt to start this conversation. Slowly I opened the door and make those short and few steps towards Sean’s door.

I was right there. It’s time to do this and get it over with now. I have to. I owe it to myself, him and his…uh…sexuality. That has to be one of the oddest thoughts I’ve ever had. I lifted my hand up to knock on the door and as I was moving my fist forward the door opened up and a naked, full breasted blonde chick comes out.

Shocks not the words to use, I was baffled. I didn’t know what to do, so I stepped aside as she walked out of the room in her full nakedness, flaunting it. Yes, I’m a man, so you know I had to look, and if I may say so, I wish I had been hi...I mean with her.

I didn’t know what to think of her leaving out of Sean’s room…and naked, that was just a great treat for me. I looked at Sean who’s lying on the bed face down. I knock on the door and he slowly rolls over.

“JD, my man, what’s going on?”

I didn’t know what to say. I was still in shock from seeing that lady.

“Uh, well I was going to…uh…talk to you about…uh…that little situation or uh, problem that you thought you may or may not have had.”

How else was I supposed to say it out loud? I didn’t want her to know what I was talking about just in case Sean was just using her or whatever. I don’t know what’s going on in my own place from one day to the next, so how should I know what’s going on here?

“Oh, well man, I don’t think we’ll have to worry about it, but we can still talk about it later if you want too.”

If I want too, no I don’t want to. I never wanted to think about it. This guy is going to be either the death of me or the reason I never come back to this place.

“No, I’m good man. It’s all Greek to me dude.”

What else was I to say? Should I get mad at him for not being a homosexual? I should certainly hope not.

“Uh, okay. If you see April out there tell her my manhood still hasn’t been taken yet.”

My eyes widened and my mouth dropped open. I wasn’t going to say that to a girl that I’ve just met, well kind of met. I’m just in shock. I can’t believe he wants me to say this or do that.

I turned my back to him and walked back into my bedroom. I can’t believe it; I’m more pissed off about having to think about all these things than I was him actually being homosexual. What an ass. I can’t believe him. I’m…ah…ah; I’m not going to even bring it up to anyone. I’m sick of dealing with it and all the circumstances that surrounds it.

[End]
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