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Mar 25 2011, 01:50 PM Post #1 |
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Making a notice if worst comes to worst. Funny that it happens the months leading up to April 1st. I wish this were a joke. Perhaps life is the best joke already. No need to add anything to it. I had to walk home or to work for 2 1/2 hours twice last month. I paid my entire 2-week check + some for the last two paychecks. That's $580 and $575. This check it costs $480 to fix the same damn car. I have been working since the middle of last year not spending money on a thing just to afford $50 a month internet, $265 month lawyer that pays off my $12000 debt (thanks to a good-for-nothing ex-girlfriend and a son I helped raise for 5 years of my life that WASN'T EVEN MINE). Can't blame it all on her because part of the money was my own fault for addiction to buying Gamecube, DS, XBox360 games -- went through 5 XBox360s with red ring that nobody can fix for less than $55. I'm still paying around $80 monthly on gas, $130 insurance and the only food I eat is the days I work when I happen to steal food from my job that's claimed mistakes bu we know better. So good fight me. I'm not even sure if I'm going to upload a video about this. All everyone cares to hear is how great life is. How wonderful and fabulous everything and everyone is or how well off they are. You never hear anyone tell the truth about life. You never hear people telling it the way it is. Life isn't all grand and nice. It's ****. So if I happen to afford the $100+ to pay my internet before April 6th 2011, I might still be around on RuneScape and this website. That's the 2 months debt I owe already just to catch my internet back up to payment for this and last month. Not including I need gas money to get to work if and when my car actually finally works one of these months. Membership to RuneScape ends April 11th so yet another issue I probably won't afford so I may not be around that website even if I can somehow afford to have internet next month. I could always drive without insurance and how I don't get my license suspended if I don't speed don't get pulled over don't get any tickets. With my luck if you even believe in this stuff -- God hates me. My luck I haven't got a single cop bothering me for anything since 3 years ago I got a $75 ticket because my headlight went out and I didn't know and the dumb ***** she was couldn't let it go with a warning she just had to milk me for all it's worth out of my pocket. That's my current situation. I've been ignoring mentioning it other than the good laughs in clanchat and Ventrilo about having to walk home for almost 3 hours only to then deal with banning First Name from chat for mass kick/spam and all that fake claims of being hacked. A person can only bare so much before it's too much. Not sure where I stand. But it can't be far from the point of no return. No this isn't suicide. I've felt worse and felt my life was over ever time my girlfriend and I ended. It was way worse than this. But it's starting to add up in the end. That then, this here, all of life's experiences combined on my mind at once. RS and NG are not the last concern on my mind but they're definitely not my first. Not anymore. Might be gone soon. Not sure. Just wanted to give a formal notice to all. Of why I'm not around and the hopefully I'll still be around in April and after. <- 19000+ posts. I guess that's a good enough time for a small vacation. Edited by Kire667, Mar 25 2011, 01:51 PM.
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Mar 25 2011, 02:15 PM Post #2 |
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Gl getting your **** straight |
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Mar 25 2011, 09:07 PM Post #3 |
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Goodluck with everything dude Sam and i will look ofter problems on forums. |
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Mar 25 2011, 09:25 PM Post #4 |
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Take as long as you need. Everything will be here when you return. Hope everything turns out well. |
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Mar 25 2011, 09:57 PM Post #5 |
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take your time man we'll be waiting for yah in open arms |
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Mar 25 2011, 10:30 PM Post #6 |
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Take it easy Erik. We'll all be here when you get back ![]() Big love |
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Mar 25 2011, 10:56 PM Post #7 |
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I'll miss you Erik ![]() Good luck with everything you're doing and hope to see you back soon
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Mar 26 2011, 05:25 AM Post #8 |
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All the best in life man! Don't fret over it too much and stay positive! =) |
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Mar 26 2011, 06:06 AM Post #9 |
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I'll try to find the good in life. Lately I've been saying a lot of "God hates me" and "If there even is a God, where is he when I need him most?" Religion is good and all when good goes according to plan. When **** hits the fan I guess we truly see how religious we really are. My mother isn't too happy about the new perspective on life I've taken since my entire family force fed us to going to church every Saturday since I were young, and was baptized at age 18. But hey.. if I manage to not fix my car 4 paychecks in a row I won't be too far in debt to my lawyer, internet and car insurance. Every time I make $550 I have to pay $580 to fix my car again and again. The last thing I expected to ever be a burden has become the worst thing in my life. Milks me for more cash per month than my ex-girlfriend did. Just not for as extended a period but she didn't require as much money in such bulk. |
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Mar 26 2011, 06:14 AM Post #10 |
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That's pretty damn tough Erik. I hope things get back to normal soon and you are able to return to a more relaxed state of mind, stress ain't fun. Stay positive, take your time and know you've got the support of everyone here if that means anything ![]() Keep smiling no matter how tough it gets aye! |
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