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Topic Started: Sep 3 2010, 05:39 PM (2,575 Views)
Matts
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The Ghosts Eyes
Dee......This may sound stranging who always couldn't tell if he loved or hated you I spent many hours thinking if you just aggravated me or made me a better person, but now that this prank gone wrong has been exposed and you tel us your account it up for grabs........ well words can't describe how I feel about this at first they were mixed feeling of happiness or intense sadness for your leave then I realized that I would miss you eternally, you bring a new light in as a friend and you are a grea writer no matter what anyones says, know that the temptation to kill yourself can be strong, but life is full of ups and downs don't waste your life away. My cousin died at the age of 15 one day from his 16th birthday, he had intense medical problems with seizures, and he loved halo, you remind me so much of him and maybe thats why you grew on me, but believe me when I say this we all want you here, if you still wish to go after reading this then go ahead I won't hold it agaist you, after all we deserve it.

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Super Ellie
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Ellie the Pyromaniac
Dee, Please!!!!!! I know it was a sick joke, but please don't quit!!!

AND SUPER PLEASE DO NOT KILL YOURSELF!!!!

Oh my god Dee. My life is pretty fucked up too, we've talked for hours and hours on PM and AIM just talking and talking. Please, do NOT do this!!!! Please Dee, good god.

Suicide is never the answer. EVER. Think about your family. Think about us. We'd be crushed. We could never ever lose a member that way!!! You're like a brother to us!!! Dee... DO NOT KILL YOURSELF. I'm the only one on this website you can relate to. There are people in suicide prevention programs... churches... they can help you Dee. I've talked to you so long. I have problems too. Everyone has problems. You could be a hobo. But do the homeless children kill themselves? No! Do paraplegics kill themselves? No! Do the deaf or blind kill themselves? NO!!! I've had depression before. But listen. The situation could all be worse. So before you take those pills, just ask yourselves these questions:
1. Are you in a house?
2. Do you have all your limbs functioning?
3. Are you deaf or blind?
4. Do you have both parents?
4. Is it really worth making your family, and us grieve for this long?

Dude, if we are your only friends, don't leave us. Then things just get worse!!!
remember, there is always at least one person in the world that feels the way you do. Someone that cares about you. Someone that can help you.

Dee... :T_T:

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Invader Neek
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Portal Jumper no map
Sweet Heart people make mistakes.
Its going to be ok, I barely know you but I already know your a great member.
I promiss not to betray your trust.
I hope that you will make the right decision, If you need someone to talk to i'm always open for discussion.
I know your not feeling great with all this stuff that went down, but don't give up heart. Let the Admins have a chance to win back your trust.
Life can sometimes seem like a world in the dark, but everyone has a flashlight.
If we all work together we can make our world bright, stay on and i'm sure this dark time in your life will become brighter just give us a chance to join together once again.
::(:
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Zextillion
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With you gone, who am I going to refer to when I try comic relieving the new members that post in the introductions topic? This sounds so corny, I know, but if you are aggravated at us, you can leave the site for 0 seconds minimum and forever eternities maximum. Weird.

Sorry...
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Dee
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Thanks for all of the kind words... but allow me to explain my reasoning.

I have a family that doesn't want to spend any time with me. I have a father who is busy all the time either with work or my other brothers, a mother who doesn't like who I am, and 4, soon to be 5, younger brothers who like sports over artistic things. On top of that, we are going broke, and it means my dad has to work more.

So, I have almost no relationship with my family, and I cannot trust them with my problems which is why I trusted IZFAS. But then this happened.
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Dibby
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LIVIN' THE DIB WAY
ok, so maybe you have some issues with the admins. But you can trust the members, the ones who were tricked with you.
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G4P
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"Slash it Slash it!"
Dee let me say that this was not in any way shape or form how this was supposed to go.... And I'm probably the single worst admin in the world for coming up with this, but please... Just try to find some way where you can stay... Please...
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IntenseChocolate
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Smeet
You can trust the regular users..I mean maybe not the admins right away..
I support your choice whatever one you make.
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Invade
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Underfed Artist
Don't think about suicide. :/ I spent years of my life wasting away, doing exactly that. Always considering downing some pills and ending the mess I got myself into. I've always had family problems as well, then my childhood best friend was raped by her stepfather/my father's best friend. Trust me, things get better. They get real fucking bad, and then they get better. It's worth toughing out.

As for quitting.. take a long, nice hiatus. Don't quit yet, you might regret it. Take yourself a nice little hiatus and come back when you're ready.
Edited by Invade, Sep 3 2010, 06:07 PM.
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Super Ellie
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Ellie the Pyromaniac
Dee, sweetie, I am availible to talk 24/7 if you need help.
I don't care if you call me at 2:00 in the morning. If those pills are still on your mind, you can call me during school for all I care.

My dad works all the time. Hes gone almost 7 days a week. Half the time I don't know where he is.
I have one really true friend in the real world. (The JB obsessed one xD)
The rest treat me like crap.
I'm not good in school, like at all. I think I'm failing english. I could be wrong.
My mom is busy a lot too. She has to go work with these dogs all the time.
She is gonna take a full time job as a psycologist.

Dee, please please plllease for the love of god NEVER TAKE MORE THAN THE DIRECTED DOSAGE OF THOSE PILLS.
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G4P
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"Slash it Slash it!"
Okay now I am getting mad... Why the hell can't you trust us. That is the single stupidest thing I have ever heard. Is there a single time that we have not been there for you guys? We apologized for this. GET OVER IT! IT will NOT happen again. Now you guys are just being stupid. I can see why you'd be angry. But don't you ever think that we can't be trusted. If you come to us with anything we will be there. Don't ever say you can't trust us. I fell horrible. We all do. So stop rubbing it in our faces. It's stupid, we get it. But stop pounding it into the ground. And don't come back and call me a jerk, or acting mean. I feel worse about this than anything I have ever done in my life. So just shut it! Dee... Leave if you want. But please... Just remember you can always find a home here. We will always be here for ya. ^^
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Ensign Meeka
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You trust me, don't you Dee?

Because I sure as hell trust you. You are one of my closest friends here, along with Dax. I know that life can suck monkey ass sometimes, but there is good as well as bad. I can understand some of your pain with family issues. To some extent all of our families are dysfunctional. Sometimes you have to take the bad and use it as motivation to do good. Odin, that sounded cheesy.

I...I don't know what else to say. I can't make you stay, it's up to you.
;~;
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Daxapher
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And from Dax's point of view...
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Stupid Joke. Whether your commiting suicide or just quitting IZFAS, niether is a good answer. This site will either die later on because of a trust issue or it will continue and not die because after a long time we finally trust eachother again. And while we wait for the moment of truth, I want you here by our side. Not for the Admins. For me. For Citrus. For Cosmo (as a IZFAS member and friend) And for everyone else as a member of IZFAS. I was angry too. I swore. I threatened to kill SS despite I wouldn't know where to go to do so. Point is, This isn't the bitter end. Bitter, yes. The end, hopefully far from it. Please...stay. I'll miss you too much. We'd all miss you too much. And if you are going to commit suicide, think. You were gonna come here to Washington. Live a new life. Have a grand time in a state with crappy weather. Maybe we would meet in real life. Have some fun up at the Volcano Mt. St. Helens. Snow, lots of it. We'd have snowball fights. See The Circus at the Rose Bowl in oregon. Also something that has kept me from suicide. It's painful. For you, your family. And trust me, if you are seriously considering it, talk to your family. Thats why you have one, they are supposed to support you. Dee. I am really starting to cry as I type I really don't want you to leave IZFAS or Life or anything. Stay here. Please. I don't know what to say. I'm not the person to help convince others to stay or whatever. Please GOD I HATE YOU COMPUTER, WHY CAN'T THE COMPUTER EXPRESS EMOTION!? PLEASE DEE, I'm Begging you. Don't. You have your Life ahead of you. Your a child. I'm a child. Most of us are only children. We are very stressed and get extra depressed and stressed at this point in our lives. But that, unlike this 'joke', is something that you must face and conquer. You can, SOme one help me. Please. I'm no good at this.
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Dee
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I'm not saying I will never trust anyone here ever again. It's just I have lost my trust for now... and I can't deal with this right now.

Maybe I'll come back in a few months... a year... but I don't know. I really appreciate the kind words--they're actually making me think about staying.

But there are a few people (I will not disclose their names) who make me want to leave this second. And I will if it continues. Not for their actions--for their words.
Edited by Dee, Sep 3 2010, 06:14 PM.
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Ensign Meeka
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Take your time, take a break, it will do you some good. I'm thinking of doing the same.

Making instantaneous decisions isn't a good idea, you may regret it.
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