Slowly in my heart..

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Slowly in my heart..
Tweet Topic Started: Aug 7 2007, 03:40 PM (131 Views)
`Rage	Aug 7 2007, 03:40 PM Post #1
Dragon Posts: 2,899 Group: Old School Member Member #301 Joined: May 13, 2006	Alright, its been a while, a few months that ive been back, alot of things have happened, was like waking up from coma people may have left you, people may see you different. We got 2 weeks, till i got back to school, 2 weeks is a life time to me, if you dont know my real life story, its pretty insane and i do admit i need some mental help I havent been feeling well, havent eaten, havent gotten much sleep, havent gone out in almost 4 years, its been kinda shifty this summer, it'd kill anyone, so ive been basically off, and that i havent been fit as leader this summer I used to be another guy, the guy who set things right for himself, through rs, the guy who knew coming from school everyday that he would make rs his family and his social life to come to everyday Right now, im a free idiot, ive got nothing to do, ive been going insane all over the place, wasting every possible time on nothing, thinking nothing. Without knowing what he has to do the next day because its just gong to be the same damn thing When 2 weeks come, and i become myself again, i really believe that slowly we will be back to our old selves Because in real life, im anti social, i hate people, im scared of ppl, i hate talking, i hate interacting because im just a godless pedofile, who will never fit in with anyone And that realization right now, is what handicaps my ability to lead the clan the way it should be lead But when school comes, i will be shut again, chained and trapped in this controlled atmopshere full of fear and precise thinking, that stimulation of how to avoid ppl, how to react, where and who to go to is what will keep my mind straight and realize what i have to do for the clan, that sort of thinking, will prevail soon, with the help of few and soon mass amounts You wont see this free random idiot to long, whos disgusted everyone around him, who perhaps even caused the clan to fall the way it has been. And i think that ill be back, you guys got alot to live for, just dont try to occupy yourself with this game to much, just play it a bit, you do what u want to do. Right now, i feel bad for you guys, im keeping u here doing this whole clan shit, idk for what right now, but i really do hope that the work will be worth it if you really want to continue playing this game So i apologize that i havent been feeling anyone, and that we just have to continue waiting until we get into that groove and atmosphere
	In the dark deep we live, in the light of honor we die


Sir Pker Wil	Aug 7 2007, 04:13 PM Post #2
$ CA CHING $ Posts: 2,814 Group: Old School Member Member #302 Joined: May 13, 2006	Is this post from the incident in Vloo's chat today?
	$Ca Ching$


'13100d_4120w	Aug 7 2007, 04:19 PM Post #3
The God of Thunder Posts: 1,994 Group: Old School Member Member #1,851 Joined: January 29, 2007	We're already recovering. We've been pulling really good opts and really successful trips lately. We'll be back and more powerful than ever in no time.



Ibugppl\|Xx-Ghjjf-xX	Aug 7 2007, 04:20 PM Post #4
Think Before You attack me Posts: 1,786 Group: Old School Member Member #274 Joined: May 13, 2006	get yourself a shave and get a haircut and the lady's will be all over you



`Rage	Aug 7 2007, 05:41 PM Post #5
Dragon Posts: 2,899 Group: Old School Member Member #301 Joined: May 13, 2006	Sir Pker Wil Aug 7 2007, 04:13 PM Is this post from the incident in Vloo's chat today? What incident? it has nothing to do with it, just kind of explaining why things havent been well for me and why ive made some ppl dissapointed, not only ex-cp, but current people here..and why i gotta prepare for things to come..
	In the dark deep we live, in the light of honor we die


Sir Pker Wil	Aug 8 2007, 12:26 AM Post #6
$ CA CHING $ Posts: 2,814 Group: Old School Member Member #302 Joined: May 13, 2006	We need to get #'s.
	$Ca Ching$


xx 0wn3ed xx	Aug 8 2007, 03:39 AM Post #7
Pking Legend Posts: 2,884 Group: Guest Member #771 Joined: June 20, 2006	What incident? O.o
	Legend forever


Sir Pker Wil	Aug 8 2007, 11:07 AM Post #8
$ CA CHING $ Posts: 2,814 Group: Old School Member Member #302 Joined: May 13, 2006	People were saying how much he changed all that good stuff.
	$Ca Ching$


+Magerz	Aug 8 2007, 11:15 AM Post #9
Posts: 4,207 Group: Corrupt Pure Member #300 Joined: May 13, 2006	Ibugppl\|Xx-Ghjjf-xX Aug 7 2007, 04:20 PM get yourself a shave and get a haircut and the lady's will be all over you Nice reply there genius, anymore useful tips you got for us. Rage, nobody gave you 100% blame, only thing some of us might blame you for is the fact you held us back sometimes without even knowing that you did...and yet you did blame us for not hitting our potential.



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