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Future Neurologist; Life at the moment
Topic Started: Dec 2 2007, 03:27 PM (213 Views)
Dante	Dec 2 2007, 03:27 PM Post #1
Screwloose Posts: 10 Group: Inmates Member #16 Joined: October 23, 2007	I figured I should start a log since I have not in a while. I left Australia and I am now in New York for reasons I am question now. I met my father in SoHO and he has not changed one bit.I would think having a heart attack would give him a new out look on life.But I guees I am wrong. I pick up my Cat Prue from my friend who was holding her for me when I was gone. I am glad to have Prue back. Thanksgiving was good I spent it with my mom's family.It was nice I saw some relatives I have not seen in a couple of years. Being around my father side of Family I have always wonder why they act so cooldy to each other. But they chose to show no emotion at times probally from there upbringing at bording School. I have decide to stay in New York to go to Collage. Australia was nice but the collages are much better here in the States. I would like to go to Columbia bet even with my High S.A.T. scores my grades were shitty in H.S. I got excepted in St. John Collage which is a good School. My couisen goes there so they show me around when I start in Janurey. I have to take a few more classes before I can be except in the Pre med program. Hopefully I start my path on becoming a neurologist in the the next 8 years. I just hope I could help people one day that had the same condition as me growing up. I guess I have finally started to act like an adult now. SInce my birthday in only 3 days away I am excited that I will be turning 18 years old.My brother is having a party at our Dad's place since it is big enought and our old man flew black to England so he would not be there to mess it up. So with everything going on.I am looking forward to the next chapter in my life.



Matika	Dec 19 2007, 06:47 AM Post #2
Lunatic Posts: 249 Group: Asylum Wardens Member #5 Joined: October 11, 2007	Sorry am late in replying to your blog, but a little rain fell on me from this cloud that follows me around. So you want to be a nurologist. If I'm still alive in eight years, whish is not likely. Maybe I will be one of your first patients. I think I am the old woman on the site. am twenty five but am a nuro disaster. Just had nerves burded on my right side of help relieve some of the pain, and the 26th of this month will get it done on the other side. Still not sure if I want a bunji cord attatched to my vertibea yet. Damn just thought of something. Oh that makes me mad. When they opened me up to massage my heart the last time, they should have taken care of the teathered spinal cord. The nurologis said they had to go in from the front. Oh well. Sorry about your father, and he should change his life style if he had a heart attack. But then there are no guarentees that would help him live a longer life. One never knows what will happen tomorrow. Boarding school don't make you uncurdious. Its a personal choice they made somewhere along the line and felt it fitted them. Right now you see that it is not you, but be careful, it could rub off on you without you noticing it, until it is to late. like you said, you are an adult now, though becoming 18 doesn't make you an adult. I've seen some 12yr old that were more mature then some 30 yr olds. But if you feel this is your turning point, the let it be so, and welcome to the world. But guess what, its the same as it was yesterday, you only view it differently. That is what being an adult really about. Putting away your childish dreams and become a responsible person. You know, I wonder when I will become an adult, though lately I have come to know that my dreams are foolish. anyways good luck, at collage. There is an excelent nurolo surgen at the medical collage of Virgina. He has paved several paths in it. I can't say to much for the ones at New Albany in Ohio. Nor can I say much for the ones at CSU. Their the ones who tried to put me back together in the first place. I wish they would have let me die.



Dante	Dec 20 2007, 12:19 AM Post #3
Screwloose Posts: 10 Group: Inmates Member #16 Joined: October 23, 2007	Thanks Dawn for taking an interest in my blog. My Parents have always been difficult to be around.My mother is a border line alcoholic and used me as punch bags when she was in her mood swings. I have a couple of scars from it.She stop after I was 10 since I became stronger then her. But my father was mentally abusive and hardly hit me as much.But being told you are a worthless piece of shit from the time you are 7 has it effects on a kid.My late brother was the one he hit the most.My late brother Dawson was killed in a car accident about 3 years ago. I took his death pretty hard and began rebelling a lot more. I moved out and my grandfather help me money wise for a while until I got a job. But I used painkiller, alcohol and various pills to numb myself. I went thought a phase were I just wanted to end it all. Lucky I did not. I started excepting what have happen and began to move on with my life. I found out that I had a half brother from my dad that he kept secret from me. Dar has kind of help me with my issues and I am stable now. The reason why I pick neurologist is that I suffer from Seizures as a child growing up.From the age of 6 to 15. I was on medication for it and it had some nasty side effects. It really screw with my insides. I had to do a spinal tape when I was only 8 years old. I was not able to walk properly for 2 months. I went to help people who have nuro disorder like me.



Matika	Dec 20 2007, 01:34 PM Post #4
Lunatic Posts: 249 Group: Asylum Wardens Member #5 Joined: October 11, 2007	I take an interest in all that I meet. Why not? It it said there is always someone worse off then you are. One you can't find one then you think about the poor gold fish swimming in a bowl, he has no place to go and depends upon you for food. The only problem with that is, he's a creature of habit, Where humans are free thinkers and can act to change their lives, If you want to get a glimpse of what my child hood was like, go here http://z3.invisionfree.com/Asylum_Gaming/i...p?showtopic=152. I wrote a poem shortly after turning eight. I didn't translate it to english till last year, but it still the same. I know what it is like being beaten and treated like dirt. What I like to see is what others do to solve their problems. Just try not to return what you were given. Try to break the chain. It one of the few things that fits better when broken.



Dante	Feb 18 2008, 05:44 PM Post #5
Screwloose Posts: 10 Group: Inmates Member #16 Joined: October 23, 2007	Sorry it took me so long to reply to you. I had to deal with Family stuff and did not have much free time on my hands. With the holidays and starting back college in January. I am looking for a place to stay now. Since my father wants me out of his apartment by the end of February. I may just have to move to Queens since I do not have completely control of my trust yet. My father family comes from a lot of old money. So I grew up rich. But when I started to rebel I was cut off finically. My Grandfather took pity on me since I was his favorite grandson and helped me out before he passed away. When he died he divided the money between his 9 living grandchildren. I got my brother�s share plus my own. So I have enough cash for the rest of my life. The only thing is I can only use the money for school expensives. I do not get complete control over the trust until I am 25. He figured that much money at my age would make me self destructive considering my history.. My grandfather was a good person but he did not like how his children turn out. He had 3 boys and 1 girl. In our family we mainly produce boys and have very few girls born in. I read your poem it is quite good. My brother could some what relate to you since he is half Asian from his mother�s side and had to deal with similer crap growing up.I wrote something too if you want to take a look at it. http://z3.invisionfree.com/Asylum_Gaming/i...hp?showtopic=68



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